Daily Update #5

The thought that my kids might be part of a broken home scares me.

I just look at my daughter and I know, as strong as she is, it will break her. She is so mature but she’s at that age where she gets influenced by everything around her. She kept scratching me last night because I wouldn’t play with her. That was her mimicking me in a fight with my husband.

I tried explaining to her that even though mum does it that she shouldn’t be doing it. I apologized to her for scaring her like that but I think she’s too young to understand any of this.

I might have already ruined her with my anger.

My biggest nightmare is unfolding right in front of me and it’s all my fault.

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