Read at your own discretion

You know that feeling when you feel like people will be better off without you.

Like they say they need you, but you know better.

That feeling where your heart just feels so full and your stomach just doesn’t feel quite right and all you want to do is cut your heart out and watch it bleed?

Just bleed

Have you ever felt that way?

I hear my son in the other room making his little gurgly noises, munching on his breakfast and here I am wanting to kill myself

My daughter told me this morning that she is going to miss me when I leave for work today and she loves my hugs but here I am…. wanting to kill myself

I have a husband, 2 beautiful kids, a job, 2 cars, a house on the way and here I am wanting to kill myself.

Happy New Year to me, Looks like nothing is going to change.

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