Anxiety

My son’s second Birthday party is tomorrow. I have to make the cake, clean the house and make the “ice cream” (fro yo basically).

After work, I’ve cleaned 3 out of the 8 rooms that the guests could potentially be in the house. I wanted to make a cake in the shape of a bus but my bottom half has collapsed. My MIL also kept repeating how much it smelt like baking soda so now I have to make another one. I am so tired… my knees hurt,  my spinal cord and shoulders are blazing in pain (thank you to the 2 kids I gave birth to). I have managed to get my husband to leave the house with the kids to buy the ingredients for the fro yo and the sausage rolls and lollies etc.

Oh btw we still haven’t got my son a present so we gotta do that tomorrow before the party. My husband has promised to make the pasta tomorrow as well (lets see how that goes!) And I am so stressed…. all I want to do is curl up in bed and never wake up. 

But I can’t make a little cake defeat me no matter how much my brain wants me to…. This is my son’s only 2nd bday. We’ll never get this back and it’s got to be the best. I have to get that bus! I can’t just give him a chocolate cake with a bus on it….. can I?…

Ugh! I’m so tired! What good is this anyway I am going to regret everything I did or didn’t do or didnt get to do tomorrow anyway!

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